So, I need to pay more attention to this Blog now, I have let five people know it exists... Thoughts recently... Everything will workout better than I deserve. The Lord is looking out for me once again. Yes, sadly enough, I do question why I am given all of these chances. I teeter-tot a fence of what is right and what is wrong.
Yes, at the moment, I am ready to get tackled on the "right" side of that fence, and hopefully be handicapped there. At least until I realize paradise only exists on "that side of the fence." Anyone willing to handicap me on the "right side" will not have charges pressed against them. This is in writing.
I will find my way eventually. While I was watching "Castle" last night I heard the quote, "Life never delivers anything you can't handle." There is so much truth in this episode comment. I believe I have heard Biblical quotes that have the same connotation. I think this holds true. Just when I think everything is too much, God sends me a relief, an elastic extension that allows me the time to get passed the pain I might be feeling at the moment. Though, I continuously question his kindness, I am gracious.
Today is not a good day though, and it shouldn’t be. Someone finally made me realize that everything somehow going my way once again might ruin me. Can I really learn from the mistakes if the pain fades so quickly? I will not let it fade, I will learn.
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